So Just Ready...

It began after high school I was engaged to be married to my 6th grade sweetheart, after we had our son we were getting married one year later. After having our son, I saw how my life was going to be with him and our kid and I knew I wouldn't be happy so I left. (obviously this is the VERY short version). After calling it off, I swear it seems like everyone around me is getting married, people close and friends of friends, my 2 best friends, Maria and Charla. Ive been ready to be married since I was 18 and and had my son, now I'm 23 and still not married, but I am with someone I love and could see spending my life with. We talk about getting married. I just well I'm just so ready to be married. SO READY. Ive wanted a family for so long and started them with the WRONG people and became a single mom of two now here I am again, but this time I'm really hoping I got it right, but I guess you don't ever know that for sure until it goes wrong. I'm in love, I've got two kids of my own and I just want the ring and the wedding, and the husband.